On...

Time
20 days since I've last posted,
15 days(hopefully!) till the end of the shooot, 
and 2 days since I've met...

Money
It's never figgin' enough

Friends
Some I see, some I don't.
For those who I was not able to meet up with, I'm sorry, will try to meet up after the shoot. 
For those who I was able to meet up with, you guys are lucky. lol
I do miss having the time to see everyone. 

Driving
I like driving. 
But not when averaging 120+ km a day, having a damn box that beep everytime I go over 65km/h, and stuff behind the van that makes weird sounds when I make that sharp turn. 

Ciggys
Some days I smoke.
Some days I smoke a lot. 
Some days... I just quit. 

Eating
Recently eating became less of a need, more of a chore. 
I eat to sustain myself. On a meal a day. Dinner. 
Rest of the time, I have either no time or no appetite. 

Drinking
I need my beer. 
And whiskey.
And wine. 
And vodka.
And the list goes on...

Love
Told Ed last night, no... the night before, that I stopped believing in love a long time ago.
Maybe what I stopped believing was the notion of love that I had. 
But love is... just a lyric in a children's rhyme? 

Dreams 
She said: So what was your dream?
He said: I wanted to be a musician.
She said: So were you good at it?
He said: Eh? No lah.... 
He said: So what's your dream? 
She said: I want to be fashion designer.
He said: Then what happened?
She said: I have no money...
He said: Hahahahah! Isn't it the same as me?
She said: No, we're not the same. You're giving up your dream for money. I'm doing things that I don't like to get money for my dream...
So what am I doing?
Am I pursuing my dream?
Or am I living the dream?

Family
Minimal contact with them recently.
Longest time I spend with them is around 4 hours, which is today.
Mum still hasn't spoken more than 10 lines to me, in a week. Rock.

Reading
Doing bits and pieces here and there.
Starting on Life of Pi now, might take some time to finish.

Sleep
Having bad time sleeping.
Having not much time for sleeping to be exact.

Job
I'm ok with this job.
At least I'm learning things.
Things about the art side of a production,
things about the art side of myself,
things about... well, just things.
My boss(es) ain't too bad. They're pretty good actually.
The only question is: will this be my first and last job?

Football
Didn't manage to play ball,
managed to watch ball but was pissed after watching.
Managed to scam some points for my Fantasty League team. (Ed, I think I overtook you again, wahahahahahaha!!!)

Misc
Already plotting the next 'project' after the shoot.
But need time and money. Kevin Wee might know something about it.
Oh wait, that makes it 2 'projects'.

PS: For those who are interested in meeting me, call me after the 9th of Oct. That's when I'll most likely be done. In the meantime, will be consumed by work(I hope not...)

PPS: And that's all for now folks.