最長的電影...

13th June 2008.
Friday the 13th.

Goodbye,
Goodbye.

I never did get to posting this up.
The one about the meeting up.

I confess.
I didn't know what to say.

I tried.
But words escape me.
Fleeing because they cannot admit it.
They refuse to admit it.
That it was the Last Goodbye.

最長的電影.

我们的开始, 是很长的电影.
I guess the movie has ended.
For 12 years.
For 12 fucking years.
Ever since I caught you in my arms 12 years ago, you've been on my mind, in my heart.
That was the start.
Now this is the end.

I used to believe in The One.
And I used to believe it was you.
You were the Special One.

I used to smile the happiest when I saw you.
I really did.
From the bottom of my heart.
Not anymore.

We were always 2 parallel lines.
I was just too blind to see it.
I just thought that if I tried hard enough,
I could make the parallel lines meet.
Maybe there were times when we crossed somehow, somewhere, sometime.
But I never took the chance, you never took my hints.

爱是不是不开口才珍贵.

I never told you how I really felt.
I never told you that you were the first girl I cried for.
I never told you that you were the only girl I would do silly things for.
I never told you I Loved You.
I never did tell you I really did.

Maybe it's fate.
Maybe we weren't meant to be together.
Maybe we were meant to meet, not fall in love.
Maybe we were meant to be good friends.
And remain as that.
Good Friends.

爱我别走.

I got your message on 25th March 2008.

The romantic me would have said that the world came crashing down on me.
The practical me said that ok, congrats.
I didn't say anything.
Because there was nothing left to be said.
The wall is up.
The wall that I know that no matter what I do, I can never cross.
The wall that says: STOP.

I wish you all the best.
I wish you all the happiness, that no matter what you do, where you are, you'll be happy.
I wish that in another lifetime, in another timeline,
I can call you mine.

But know this.
Know this.

That what I said still rings true.
That you'll always have a special place in my heart.
That if you ever, ever need my help, all you need to do is call.

The end.
The end of me.
The end of you.
I thank you.
For showing me what love is.
For showing me what it is like to love someone.
For teaching me what is unrequited love.
For bringing me happiness in the little things that you do.
For letting me know what and how it was like crying over someone else.
For bringing a smile to my face whenever I see you.
For bringing out the cynical side in me.
For loving you.
Thank You.

Goodbye, Goodbye.

The longest movie in my life has just ended.
That's all folks.

15 days later...

It was late in coming, but sometimes, things just happen.
So what happened to the I'll post once a week thingy?
When one doesn't have enough time to sleep everyday, it's quite hard to find time to blog.
Anyway, here's what happened in the 15 days since I've last posted...

Durian Eating Session on Friday the 13th.
Straight after our Training Day.
Song Bo?!!??!?

Some pictures of Hastuty's wedding last Saturday.
Thanks for the invite Hastut, it was quite a good meet up session with Weising and Kim(his Gal), not forgetting Weitian the Bull.
And of cos, the bride.
Congrats.

I didn't believe it, but my bro actually went to get a PS3.
With ROCK BAND!!!!
No wonder I do go home more often these days...

Happy Father's Day!
Brought Daddy for dinner at Prime Society.
I liked the food, bros liked the food, but apparently daddy wasn't that impressed. :(

Me and Berd having a totally sinful Fish Drowned in Oil.
Don't ask me the proper name for this dish.

Lunch this afternoon.
My colleagues like to term this: Heart Attack on the way...

The only thing in office that keeps me from going insane (or as some of my colleagues claim keeps me insane...) SPENCE!!!

It's like 3.07 in the morning, I came back from a good meet up session with Kev, Rah, Cubsy in Vivo, not forgetting a short talk-cock/smoking session with Mel and gang.
And I have to work tomorrow.

How you like me now......................

Quote of the day

This happened on my way back to the office.

We were in a colleague's car, stopping for security check.
The officer waved for my friend, S, to get down the car.
First thing that the officer said was:

"Sir, can I check your behind?"

I must say, it'll be pretty hard to say no at that point of time.

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On another note, I'm kinda excited about tomorrow.
Excited, with maybe a tinge of fear, regret and sadness.
But no worries.
All shall be revealed...

Operation MIA(Mok-In-APNN land)

Last week was draining.
Physically, Mentally, and Financially.

Remind me again why we decide to go Zouk on a Wednesday, when we have work on a Thursday, and a gourmet BBQ on Friday?
Oh yah, that was the plan for Operation MIA(Mok-In-APNN Land)

Our dear Regular Sw is flying off to the land of the curry-eaters for a good 6 months.
So how did we send him off?
With a BANG of course!!!

Well hello, hello!
I know sometimes, it looks as if drinks were Free. But I can assure you.
They're NOT.
Let's just say... we dig deep into our pockets sometimes.

Some of us mad clubbers at Zouk.
We have one man down.
Repeat.
We have one man down.

I present our newest invention: pucka-bag!!!
Cheap to buy, easy to use.
Just hook it over your ears, position the opening on the bag to the direction of the path of the intended projectile and voila!
You have a portable puke bag!

And we have the same man, same situation on Friday.
Gourment BBQ, but too bad, the lead was sloshed. Again.
Nvm Sw, wat 6 more months(or thereabouts) and we'll have another one for you when ya're back.
In the meantime, take care now, bye bye then.

PS: Will attempt to get more pics to show how kickass the BBQ was. Keyword: WILL.